October 2010
is it so wrong that I enjoy alone time with some...
as much as I do?
I love being around people
but sometimes alone time is the best time to reflect and think
the other time for that is before bed when you’re under the covers
right before you fall asleep
last night I went to bed at 1:30 and couldn’t fall asleep until about 4
I told myself not to look at the time cause that would make it worse so I’m assuming that I layed...
twas a bad idea to go workout
I felt like dying =/
all the people probably thought I was so out of shape but really I’m just sick!
blehhh
from what I've learned over the years
is that the same bands are put out there for the radio station holiday shows
and this year paramore is one of those bands
THEY ARE PLAYING HOUSE OF BLUES IN ORLANDO
what the fuck!
play hob here!!!
my head might explode from that
if they play how the edge stole christmas I think I would pee myself
and if I weren’t back for that I would poo myself
10 freakn minutes til the lineup is...
my suitemate gave me some shorts that a guy let...
and they are so comftorable
I never wana take em off
haha
but seriously..they are cozy as hell
If I cough much more I swear to god I am gonna rip...
this is getting annoying
i'm in a say anything mood
but then again, when am I not?
pretty much slept/sat my weekend away
which is fine cause I feel better now :)
last night there where 2 fire alarms!
the first one went off and then I had a feeling it would go off again and sure enough it did about 20 minutes later
god dammit
so annoying!
3 weekends in a row!!
there have been 10 of them.. and none have been drills
what a joy, eh?
life is kind of pricey, huh?
I went to wal mart and got some wal mart brand...
literally have been in my bed all day long!
blehhhhh
sick = pooo
life's good :)
next weekend is gonna be the shit!
going to san antonio to visi my best friend :D
seeing circa survive twice!! friday and saturday night
then halloween on sunday
going as gaga
then I have a 6:05 am flight that monday ahahaha
good god
I’m not gonna sleep halloween night
then after that there is only 3 weeks til thanksgiving break!
CANCUN!!!
19th birthday!
not gonna get in...
hahaha
“let me ask you something about that ticket”
“which ticket?”
“the only one you’ve gotten, I hope”
“oh, that one! I thought you where talking about the lady gaga ticket”
“*laughs* no not that one”
geez, you can see what my mind is focused on
haven't had to be up this early in a while!
but I couldn’t sleep anyways so it’s all good :)
I am sick
Robutusin is my friend tonight
and I have to wake up super early in the morning :(
moving back to dallas
taybaybayyy:
laurenmmm:
hopefully! do you know what you are gonna take next semester?
Oh gosh! I have no idea. Probably just continue with my basics like english, math, and history. I’m not for sure though! Just let me know what classes they put you in and I can try to get in some of the same ones!
alrighty will do :)
I waste no time
you THINK lady gaga is sold out but it’s not..
there are still “little monster zone” package tickets available
and thank god too cause that’s what I want
and that’s what i just got :)
I am filled with happiness and joy right now
moving back to dallas
taybaybayyy:
laurenmmm:
taybaybayyy:
YAYAYAYAYAYAY :))))))) When will you be back?!
as soon as this semester is over! and I’m pretty sure I’m gonna go to collin college til I get everything figured out!
Ahhhh! Maybe we will have some classes together! :))
hopefully! do you know what you are gonna take next semester?
moving back to dallas
taybaybayyy:
laurenmmm:
oh, yes, yes, I am!
it’s really that not that I dislike it THAT much here
I just don’t feel right
so back to Dallas it is!
and all I can think about is how now I can go to Gaga in March =p
YAYAYAYAYAYAY :))))))) When will you be back?!
as soon as this semester is over! and I’m pretty sure I’m gonna go to collin college til I get everything figured...
moving back to dallas
oh, yes, yes, I am!
it’s really that not that I dislike it THAT much here
I just don’t feel right
so back to Dallas it is!
and all I can think about is how now I can go to Gaga in March =p
omg I just got the chills
watching tuesday’s biggest loser and the black team won the challenge (letters from home) and 4 of them gave it away to members of the blue team cause they knew how much they wanted them
wow
I literally have chills running through me right now
oh boy
yesterday I did 5.71 miles on the treadmill
combination of running at 6.5 for a minute or two followed by walking at 4 for about 3 minutes and then repeat. 15 minutes of that times 3
and then incline 5 running at 5.5 and then walking at anywhere 4 to 3 for a little then running again. 15 minutes
and then 5 minute cool offs after that
and my legs aren’t even sore today AHAHA
so that...
I had everything I wanted to say planned out in my...
and it just all went to moosh
“hey! do you have a minute to talk?”
” *silence* yes, why?”
“do you really have time?”
“yes, why?”
“I need to talk to you about something”
“about what?”
*mean while I am trying to organize my thoughts*
“you’re gonna say I told you so but I feel like I’m not benefitting by...
I don't see how anyone could NOT wear purple today
it just seems so inhumane to not want to show your support for something like this
there is virtually no one on my campus wearing purple..
and whenever I see a guy wearing it, it makes me happy
but god damn it’s like trying to find a needle in a hay stack looking for purple shirts at my school
in the lobby there is all sorts of stuff about it yet not many people chose to participate
I...
the best words I can come up with right now for exaclty how I am feeling
through thick and thin music has always been there for me and I want to give back to the industry and the bands because I at least owe them something
I just care too damn much about all the crap that is happening now and I want to be that person to fix it all and I can’t do that in a dorm room or a classroom
ok,...
wow, I'm having some major realizations right now
about my life
just sitting here thinking about what I REALLY want to do with my life
how college has NOTHING to do with that journey to get there
god that is so bad to say but it’s so true
I am not benefiting at all by being here
for what I want to do, work in the music business what the fuck degree do I need?
none
what here in this city is gonna help me get to where I want to be?
...
man, I was gonna rock my purple plaid tomorrow
but it’s at home :(
I guess a vneck will do
biggest loser pisses me off tonight
fo real
frado is an ass
he used to be my favorite because of his hard work but his personality is terrible
he is in it for the game now
jerk jerk jerk
if you wanted something bad enough would you just...
Circa Survive Myspace Transmissions
propertyofzack:
Circa Survive recently stopped by Myspace for their Transmissions feature. Click here to listen to five songs the band recorded for Myspace as well as some video clips!
glass arrows gave me the chills. I am so damn excited to see them twice next week! first time I will ever see them headline :)
why is my ipod/itunes torturing me by always...
I swear to god every time I put it on shuffle it mostly plays say anything
I just put my ipod on shuffle on the way back to class and it played Admit It!!! first and then I put my itunes on shuffle and it played Hate Everyone first
geeez
:(
random text that reads
“how was your weekend pumpkin” pretty much made my day :)
awww I love that nickname for myself
my roommate always is watching lifetime and always...
kinda reminds me of home minus my dog and me and my mom’s chit chat
but it still reminds me 10% of home
the music world has changed so much
I feel like I could write pages and pages on it
but all the thoughts would be scattered because that’s just how my brain thinks
one day I might actually sit down and write something about it because it really bugs me
and that’s why I vow to only see my favorite bands in concert ever again
not just my top 5 favorite but there’s only about 10 that I really want to support
ever heard of the young and the restless?
well I’ve been watching that soap opera since as long as I can remember
my mom has watched it since the beginning I think so that means that I’ve been watching it my whole life
like I literally remember watching it since I was in the first house we ever lived in
anyways,
it is the absolute best show (soap opera)
whatever you want to call it
it’s not like the other ones
...
no no no
say anything’s set list is too good to miss :(
I really want to go to this tour more than anything and it doesn’t help the fact that kenny vasoli is filling in on bass
mother fucker
I don’t even want to think about this because it makes me sad :(
my next tattoo
for sure is going to be “find your freedom in the music”
and I want to find the sheet music of the song and get the notes that are playing as the piano while she says “baby I’m a free bitch”
oh my god yes :)
I love the I’m a free bitch line and to find the notes would be awesome cause they would be around the “find your freedom in the music”
...
for no reason at all today I have been kind of in...
then I stumble upon some paramore pictures and my mood is instantly turned around.
:)
for sure my favorite band
I'v never had my butt so sore in my life
HAHA
all these damn squats and lunges in bousu(don’t know how to spell it) and body blast class!
jeeez
and my stomach
wowza
it better eventually start to show!!
my goal is at least 4 workouts a week and at least 2 hours each time
so one class and then a 1 or 2 hour workout after that
cool stuff
my calves are already super toned :)
